I STILL FELT SAD.
IT'S OK.
...
IT'S OK.
I FEEL ASHAME FOR MYSELF. I STILL CAN'T MAKE A DECISION.
IT'S OK, MY DEAR. IT'S OK.
WHY AM I SO ...
LET ME HUG YOU.
我累了。內心總是很多掙扎和糾結。我明白這樣子最好是自己好好待著，自己走自己的路。理智上我都知道，可我總還想依靠一個人，依靠一段感情。為什么會這樣，我好沒出息。
IT'S OK。REALLY。
HUG ME.?
I'M HUGGING YOU. MY GIRL.
WILL SOMEONE LOVE ME? IS THERE A MAN JUST FOR ME? IS THERE A RIGHT PERSON?
WELL, MY DEAR. I GAVE YOU SO MANY MESSAGES. YOU KNOW IT'S NOT THE TIME. IT'S THE TIME TO BE ALONE, TO LOVE YOURSELF, TO HUG YOURSELF, TO WAP THE TEARS FOR YOURSELF. IT'S THE BEST PRESENT TO THE ONE YOU LOVED THAT LOVE YOURSELF FFIRST, TOTALLY. YOUR FRIEND, SHE SHARED THE HAPPINESS TO LOVE HERSELF AND BE CONTENT WITH HERSELF. SEE HOW HAPPY SHE IS! YOU ARE UGEING SOMEONE TO LOVE YOU FOR SO MANY YEARS, YOU KNOW THE ANSWER.?
I DON'T WANT TO LOVE MYSELF, I WANT SOMEONE LOVE ME.
IT'S NOT TRUE! ACTUALLY, IN YOUR DEEP HEART, YOU WANT TO LOVE YOURSELF, AND YOU WILL BE HAPPY IF YOU REALLY DO SO. YOU KNOW IT'S THE HAPPIEST THING TO LOVE YOURSELF FIRST. BUT IF DO SO, YOU FEEL HAPPY, JUST DO IT.
I THINK IT'S REALLY HARD TO LOVE MYSELF. BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW.
WELL, IT'S EASY TO LOVE YOURSELF. JUST BE WITH YOUR LONELINESS\SADNESS/PAIN ETC., JUST MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY, HEALTHY. SAY GOOD TO YOURSELF....
好吧。聽起來有點虛。
比如寫完了這篇就去睡覺，比如好好吃飯，比如早起運動。比如你今天為了自己的身體健康去爬山，還認識了一群美好善良好玩的人，還和隊長有了愉快的交流。
可是
你可以允許最壞的結果發生嗎？你可以允許自己糾結掙扎嗎？你可以允許自己犯錯嗎？你可以允許自己信任嗎？
謝謝。我想我可以試著這么做。
非常棒。要知道，主意你來定。做了這個選擇或那種選擇都會后悔，那么還是遵循我好你好世界好的三贏原則來選擇。
我心里會不舍。
那是可以的。允許一切狀況的呈現。
