"Ah, man, Dean, I'm sorry, I never acted this way before with you. Well, now you know me. You know I don't have close relationships with anybody any more-I don't know what to do with these things. I hold things in my hand like pieces of crap and don't know where to put it down. Let's forget it." The holy con-man began to eat. "It's not my fault! it's not my fault!" I told him. "Nothing in this lousy world is my fault, don't you see that? I don't want it to be and it can't be and it won't be.
這是Sal和迪安吵架后，Sal道歉的一段話，Sal從來都是理解迪安的，盡管迪安在別人眼中是多么的瘋狂，放蕩不羈，毫無責任心，行事乖張，當Sal第一次沖迪安發火時，迪安居然哭了，雖然Sal并不認為沒心沒肺的迪安會哭，這也是迪安難過的地方吧，在這個被他們討厭的世界上，他們也無可奈何，只能在瘋狂的麻醉中尋找靈感快樂，其實他們是有一顆天真善良的心，一如迪安從未放棄過尋找那個不靠譜糟糕的父親，因為那是他唯一的親人，哪怕從親戚那里打聽他小時候與父親有關的事情，迪安也是渴望被溫暖與愛的吧！
