有一個愿望
不能兌現
《圣經》、十字架、燃起的油燈
油燈在靜謐中煎熬著孤獨
今夜沒有風
連火苗也不愿飄動
為什么在虔誠的禱告中
你的眼里
涌起了
不祥的陰云
回答我，如果
那個愿望不能兌現
那么，請求寬恕的
是不是我們
有一次呼喚
沒有回應
黑發覆蓋著修女的企求
白衣裹著少女的熱情
那胸脯的起伏
是你的呼喚嗎
默默無聲
默默無聲
即使沒有人理會
你也將希望和等待著
即使失望千百次
你也要愛
也要奉獻出驕傲的心
只是要從此保持你的圣潔
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※? 《油燈前的馬德萊娜》，［法］喬治?德?拉杜爾的著名油畫。
Read Madeleine in front of the oil lamp
Have a wish.
Dishonour
The Bible, the cross, the burning oil lamp
The oil lamp was torturing loneliness in the stillness
There's no wind tonight.
Not even the flames would flutter.
Why in a pious prayer?
In your eyes.
It's gushing up.
An ominous cloud
Answer me, if...
That wish can't be fulfilled.
So, ask for forgiveness.
Is it us?
There was a call.
No response.
Black hair covered with nuns' desires
The passion of a young girl wrapped in white
The ups and downs of the chest
Is that your call?
Silent
Silent
Even if no one cares.
And you will hope and wait
Even a thousand disappointments.
You love, too.
And give a heart of pride
Just keep you holy.
Madeleine in front of the oil lamp, George de Ladur's famous oil painting.
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