Now I am sitting distractedly in my sofa, thinking about my suck life. Good for nothing and achieve nothing, sometimes doubt the point of everything I did. I think i was easily affected by others and emotional,and nothing is going to be changed in five or ten years ahead even maybe remain the same all the way. What bugs most was my teaching ability .As if it had reached its limit and can't be improved anymore. Maybe finding a proper way to vent out my feelings makes me better. I can't concentrate on my reading today .Reading doesn't peace my mind. Everyone else seems leads a fruitful life except me.I am disappointed to myself.

I need to talk to someone but can't find one person they all have their own business. Don't bother others with your negative feelings.