There is some free time during my working time, I don't? want to waste ?,soneed to spend it on valuable things, such as English、reading books、writing context etc.

But till now, I have no any clear goal, I'm sad for this. Only studying English、writing and reading are my everyday practice, I'm just learning、reading、writing, without knowing which direction is mine, I just want to improve ?English level, ?writing ability, and ?knowledge quantity, becoming a learned and capable woman, a super mother, a wise wife, a sweet daughter, a qulified clerk.

This is a long way full of pit holes, it also spends plenty of effort, I know I can acheive that. ?But recently I begin to feel exhausted on writing, finding my shortage of knowledge and thoughts, so I need more input, more ideas. Otherwise, I may can try fiction works, like novels.

Just as JOBS once said: stay hugry, stay foolish, being a longlife learner is the only thing I should do.And I must remember that ?don't ridicule anybody, include myself, I will be quite clunky as a beginner, I must accept the clumsy ?me and persevere to the end with a baby's learning mindset.