I have a special feeling about the rainy season.
Nine years ago, I looked for a house to live in, as the umbrella was unable to keep out the rainstorm.
On a rainstorm day, I wore a pair of big slippers to work. I was like a tough girl, when I walked, the slippers sounded "slap,slap". Whenever such weather appeared, there were always warnings on the news, the school suspended classes and the company suspended work, and so on. I was hoping for a violent typhoon at that time so that I could stay at home and not have to go to work on stormy weather.
The rain curtain, the separate bus station, the moist eyes, the blurred vision, the broken heart, who turned around was stranger, and to see little of each other though living nearby.
Sometimes the rain let me anxious, sometimes made me sad, in that year. The whole world seemed to be drenched by the rain god's call, all through the summer.
This year, the late rainy season was not absent, but it was exceptionally fierce. It was a full month from the start. I suddenly found that I was already not care the rainy season.
I do not know from which year, which day, typhoon or storm, whether it comes or does not come, my heart has no waves. That one of the rainy season special feelings, but also only when I looked back on the road in the past, I will remember.
There's nothing to be forgotten about. The present is more important than the past, and the future is more important than the present!
雨季
我對雨季有著獨特的情愫。
九年前,那場雨傘都遮不住的暴雨中,我四處尋找一個可以容身的出租屋。
臺風暴雨天,我穿著一雙比較大的拖鞋去上班。走起路來“啪嗒,啪嗒”作響,儼然一個女漢子形象。每當這種天氣出現,新聞上總會推送各種預警,學校停課、公司停工等等。那時我特別希望能來一場猛烈的臺風,這樣我就可以待在家里,不必冒著風雨去上班。
雨幕下,離別的公交站臺,濕潤的雙眼、迷糊了視線、心碎,轉身即是路人天涯。
那年的雨季時而讓我彷徨,時而讓我傷懷。整個世界仿佛都受雨神的召喚,濕透了整個盛夏。
今年,遲到的雨季,沒有缺席,卻是格外地猛烈,一開始就是整整一個月。而我猛然發現,雨季早已不被我掛懷。
不知道從哪一年、哪一天開始,臺風也好,暴雨也罷,它來或者不來,我的內心已無波瀾。那一絲雨季獨有的情愫,也只有回望來時路時,才讓我想起。
沒有什么不可釋懷。過去<現在<未來!