She got perkys by the kilo, says it helps her to forget bout her last,
她從我這兒賺了點外快 高興地說這讓她忘記了前塵往事，
It's okay I don't judge though, cause baby don't we all have a past,
我不予置評 畢竟誰都有一段過去，
Perky got me feeling like myself again,
通過現(xiàn)成的鈔票重拾自我，
Damn its been a minute since I felt this shit,
真糟糕 精神麻木已經(jīng)持續(xù)一會了，
Damn its been a minute since I felt like this,
那又如何 我早就失去了感知能力，
I was lost, now I'm found, now I'm lost again,
從迷茫中走出 如今我又陷入困境，
It's getting so ****ing hard to be an optimist,
積極的生活對我來說遙不可及，
When same ones who built you up will break you down,
如果她給予你活下去動力 也會親手扼殺你的希望，
What do you do when there ain't nobody left to save you now,
現(xiàn)在除了自救別無他法 你會怎么選擇，
Cause your worst enemies be your own blood,
因為于你而言 最難戰(zhàn)勝的敵人就是你自己，
And you try to make amends with your own but,
你試著用自己理想的方式來彌補 不過。