昨天給自己放了一個假，什么事都不做，只是休息。然而自己卻上網上了一天。結果是越來越心累，根本沒有放松到自己。原來放松也是需要認真的。

嘆。夢里只有我一個人，連夢都是孤獨的。

Peter I really miss you.

No matter what you are I am deeply missing you. Everytime I breathe or when I feel alone which is always I am I am thinking about you. Why can't I just even send you a msg? One, I'm to shamed. Because I said those bad words at the swimming pool I tried to annoy you. Two, as you said I should not talk to anyone on the Internet including you. I accepted that. So I've been trying so hard not to get in touch with you. I checked Instagram even you account isn't open to the public so I can see nothing. Iａｍ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｍｉｓｓｉｎｇ　ｙｏｕ．　Ｔｈａｔ＇ｓｉｔ．