l put myself on? the? verge? of? depression.
l? am? so? dog-tired? now,but? still? don't? wanna? bow? to? them.
Now,l? am? hopeless? and? helpless.
So? regretful.
Don't? wanna? talk? to? anybody.
They? become? so? disgust? at? that? time.
Sometimes,l? wanna? stand? by? myself.
You will? be? the? one? who? understand? my? sorrows? and? happiness.
Tell? me,where? you? will? go? so? that l? can? follow? your? step.
l? am? so? attached? to? you? based? on? your? understanding .
When? l? mingle? with? you,? l? am? joyful.
If? we? could go? back? to? that? day? when? we? met? the? first? time,l? would? value? the? feeling.
When? looking? back? on? my? 2017,l? found? there? are? many? things? which? haven't? been? finished.
Why? l? give up? towards? reality?
If l? carry? on? my? routine,l? maybe? more? attractive? and? stronger.
l? wanna? become? ? stronger.
Oh,dear,can you? hear? me?
Sometimes,l? don't? wanna? bother? you.
But? l? wanna? share? my? sorrows? and? joy? with? you.
It is? a? pain? when? l? stay? in? my? dormitory? for? more? one? minute.
l? am? so? heartbroken.
What? happened? to? me?
Oh,my? god.
Forget? those? unhappy? moments.