圣路易下了好大的雨。 風雷閃電的，整個校園都變成了藍灰色。 很好看。

這周完全就是在瞎忙乎！ 對！ 沒錯！ 完全沒建樹呀呀呀。

又去看了一遍《飄》，在那個有很舒服的沙發(fā)躺椅的AMC16看的。 電影雖然漏掉了很多細節(jié)（還是有四個小時媽媽！），但還是我看過得最好的書改電影之一。?

所以dream scene已經(jīng)變成:?flee from flaming Atlanta with Rhett Butler.

頹廢了那么久，又該重新計劃啦！ ^_^ ?鍛煉神馬的已經(jīng)好久沒想起來了哈哈哈整個人都肥了幾圈好么！

So, lately I've been thinking about the end a lot. ?Don't know where, don't know when. ?But that's how I always picture how that would look like: I would be the last, hopefully. ?Alone, then. ?The ones I have in mind will not be there. ?It might be cold, mild cold. ?I would slowly sit down on the floor, thinking, hoping as usual for the ones to appear. ?Hoping for miracle. ?No, miracle doesn't sound right. ?Hoping for?

It won't happen, of course. ?Like usual.?

Because I'll not be remembered. ?

As I wait, I would keep telling myself: it's okay. ?It's okay to hope, and it's okay it won't happen. ?

That will be the end.