胸腔里有塊大石，快無(wú)法呼吸。這大石不是對(duì)未來(lái)的迷茫，不是對(duì)不確定的恐懼-我篤信是金子就會(huì)發(fā)光，人可以創(chuàng)造自己的運(yùn)氣。而是懶惰拖沓，一次次讓自己失望。今天沒(méi)有去上班，因?yàn)闆](méi)法去，沒(méi)法交差。上學(xué)的時(shí)候可以這樣，學(xué)不會(huì)是不能對(duì)自己交差。但是現(xiàn)在我手中有責(zé)任，要對(duì)business負(fù)責(zé)。
人都喜歡舒服懶散的生活，都不喜歡辛苦勞累，大部分人就是順從屈服于此，普普通通一生然后走向墳?zāi)埂Ｎ铱梢哉f(shuō)是上天眷顧，到現(xiàn)在都沒(méi)有費(fèi)很大的力氣。現(xiàn)在一切才剛剛開(kāi)始 - 我來(lái)這是為了什么？學(xué)本領(lǐng)，實(shí)現(xiàn)自己的價(jià)值。one life time, 得過(guò)且過(guò)是混給誰(shuí)看呢？
端正工作態(tài)度，養(yǎng)成好的工作習(xí)慣，每天都積極面對(duì)挑戰(zhàn)、學(xué)習(xí)進(jìn)步，才會(huì)心情愉悅收獲快意人生。
端正工作態(tài)度：
無(wú)論是怎么走上銀行這條路，事實(shí)是我已經(jīng)在這，是上天眷顧命運(yùn)指引，我該好好珍惜。這是一份養(yǎng)活自己的工作，也將是一份我要倚仗的實(shí)現(xiàn)人生價(jià)值的平臺(tái)。銀行系統(tǒng)-實(shí)體經(jīng)濟(jì)緊密相關(guān)，它有意義也可以鍛煉個(gè)人能力，收入可觀。transaction banking/corporate banking是一個(gè)非常好的地方，可以有expertise可以為client add value，還有好的work/life balance.?
輪崗定崗不要太焦慮，做好該做的事情 - 好好工作arm myself with a good package of skills，talk to people, 表達(dá)自己的興趣，最后去哪都是水到渠成自然而然。如果我自己懶散沒(méi)追求，去最好的組也沒(méi)用，只能是適應(yīng)不了節(jié)奏浪費(fèi)資源；去一個(gè)看似不起眼的組，兩年好好積累，以后照樣不會(huì)被埋沒(méi)。
After make the choice (to be a banker), you must dedicate everything to this business.
養(yǎng)成好的工作習(xí)慣：
好的工作習(xí)慣和生活習(xí)慣相輔相成。首先保證好身體，早睡早起，堅(jiān)持鍛煉，規(guī)律健康飲食。做一個(gè)morning person.
6：45-6:50 起床，洗臉?biāo)⒀溃詢善姘?：10出門(mén)
7：15-7：45 跑步半小時(shí)，期間聽(tīng)BBC新聞。
7：45 沖澡，吹頭發(fā)，換衣服，化妝。
8：15從健身房出來(lái)。8:30到, plan一天。
中午desk上吃/半小時(shí)吃飯。
7：00走 （6：30-7：00總結(jié)一天）。如果有事情要due, 做到7：30。不要拖沓，提高效率。
8-10自己的時(shí)間。放松休息，不再想工作。讀書(shū)，聽(tīng)音樂(lè)，學(xué)modelling一個(gè)小時(shí)。10：00開(kāi)飛行模式，洗漱，準(zhǔn)備第二天的衣服。10：30-11：00 不刷手機(jī)，看書(shū)，睡覺(jué)。
Over the past several months, it has become clear to me that if there is no drastic change in the lab, Poo lab will soon cease to be a productive, first-rate lab that you chose to join in the first place. Lab progress reports over the past six months have clearly shown the lack of progress in most projects.one year ago, when we first moved to Berkeley, I expressed clearly to everyone my expectation from each one in the lab.
The most important thing is what I consider to be sufficient amount of time and effort in the lab work. I mentioned that about 60 hr working time per week is what I consider the minimal time an average successful young scientist in these days has to put into the lab work. There may be a few rare lucky fellows like Florian, who had two Nature papers in his sleeve already, can enjoy life for a while and still get a job offer from Harvard. No one else in the lab has Florian's luxury to play around.Thus I am imposing strict rules in the lab from now on:
Everyone works at least 50 hr a week in the lab （e.g., 8+ hr a day, six days a week-Sunday）. This is by far lower than what I am doing every day and throughout most of my career. You may be smarter or do not want to be successful, but I am not asking you to match my time in the lab.
－ Working time: 8-hour is unpractical. There is NO way for a banker to work only 8 hours a day!?
－ Go to your mother’s house for afternoon tea and never come back!?
－ Start your morning work not later than 8:30 am and afternoon work no later than 1 pm.
－ Don't surf over the Internet for non-business related purposes. Make the most use of time at office!
－ Reading newspapers should be limited less than 30 min a day.
－ Checking phone for personal issues are not permitted in the office.
－ If you are absent from the lab more than one hour, get permission first.?
－ Everyone has personal business, but the business always has priority unless in emergency.
－ In this business, an “average” student who works seven days a week is definitely more productive than a “genius” who works five days a week 在這行里，每周只工作5天，即使是天才，也比要低于比一個(gè)工作7天的資質(zhì)平平的人還要差。
－ If you are able to make any major progresses by working 8 hours a day and 5 days a week, every fortunate in this world must be on your side!?
